Thursday, July 22, 2010

In the advent of a new era of my long forsaken heart

I am still in love with you. I had a speech written out for you all this time, yet I don't want to tell you because it doesn't really matter now. 
And WTH! 
I will not be emo!
NOT!
I love you anyway.
Love you! Love you, love you, love you, love you.
There. I'll say it over and over again because it matters to me.
I love you. *sigh*
I don't mind if you don't love me too...I'm happy anyway.
Remember that song you once sent me, 
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will." I wander around as I repeat this to myself It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt. I'll say "I love you" to the one I love Do you love me or not? I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know! No matter how badly I desire to be with you There are many unchangeable things in this world and my love for you can't be stopped by anyone As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you I have to let you know "I want you to love me, but I don't think you will." I wander around as I repeat this to myself It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt. I'll say "I love you" to the one I love Putting these feelings into words is so scary but I'll say "I love you" to the one I love The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words That's why we can only smile Why we sing "do re mi" among the vivid autumn colors With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves as to protect someone who's just been reborn As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest I didn't want to know that you didn't love me and live the rest of my days alone That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you I have to let you know "I want you to love me, but I don't think you will." I wander around as I repeat this to myself It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt. I'll say "I love you" to the one I love Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love And that's the most beautiful thing in the world


HELL YEAH! It's MY SONG NOW. 
I Love you.
Xoxox